December 31, 2006
No party for me! I am staying home wrapped up in my thoughts!
Everyone out there, Happy New Year and be safe!
Hugs
Vickie
December 28, 2006
Update on my website.... Julian's Photo album, coming soon
Those who have yet to figure it out...
Julian is my new grandson. He is 2 months today.
Mailing list members...Look for my update!
It's late and long time over due for nite nite!
Hugs to all... :0)
December 27, 2006
My Christmas was very Merry! Hope all my friends & readers had a wonderful xmas this yr.
Now I am looking forward to the New Year.
Let's see..where shall I start.
This New Year I have decided to celebrate. Most of you know, Scott, Amber's father, my childhood sweetheart died New Years of 93.
I found it hard for me to move on. Guess what, this yr is different. It is time for a change. I plan to get all my girls together for a night out. This will rock their world knowing I don't celebrate the new year so I know we will have a blast!
Happy Holidays to all.
December 22, 2006
Time to enjoy my holidays! I added a little something for all my guy friends. Count your blessings...this will be the last yr I pose for you...:0) See my pic here
Merry Christmas to all & Happy New Year!
Those who recieved my mailing update for request a gift this yr, I sent your candles ladies. You should have them before the holidays!
"Peace"
December 21, 2006
Quick update;
All Santa letter's have been sent! Remember to sign up next yr. Keep a list when naughty or nice. It was very interesting hearing what your child did as naughty and nice. I would always make the girl's Santa letter personal every year. When they were naughty, not many times and my list when they were good. This year is a year to remember. Thanks to all who
participated in ths year's "Believing in Santa Claus"
Hugs to all! :)
Must head out...be back sometime today...lol
I am back ...Went to my favorite restaurant.
My fortune for the day is "A lifetime of happiness lies ahead of you"
December 20, 2006
As you can see I have made some changes to my home page. Take a look here!
Not to drastic as of yet...lol ...scroll to bottom of home page and see how well you know me! Take my test!
I will let you know when the big makeover will start. Right now I have very little time. I have recieved many request and will handle them as time allows me too.
If you need to update your email, do it now. I will be sending out updates on this site to all on my mailing list coming the new year. So get er done!
Not sure how, than contact me!
I want to share with you a funny site I found. My brother got a kick out of this one,
This is also for adults only...Please don't have children around when viewing this link. I came across it on my searches. I will never see Santa as I once did!
Very important to add your first name or member name...you will understand at the end ...I really enjoyed the laugh on this one!
Warning; Not for children!
Love to hear your comments on this one! Hope you enjoy...
Must go for now, any questions, you know what to do! Byezz
December 19, 2006
Guess who I found! I sent him a friend request. I now wonder what he will think when he logs into his account and views my request. If he chooses not to be friends with me I will understand. Well I just wanted to let ya all know. Btw...I recieved your emails on this topic and I have responded. Check your mail!
Hugs :0)
December 17, 2006
Santa Update
Hello...Okay so far I have all request completed. Letter's will go in mail tomorrow morning (Mon) Last Chance for request December 20th! Happy Holidays and Merry Christmas my friends...be SAFE! If your too late...there is always NEXT YEAR
December 16, 2006
I am feeling creative today. I send out Santa letter's to my nieces and nephews every year...My list gets smaller and my joy fades. ___I was thinking this year I like to assist my friends and their little ones by sending a letter from Santa. ___I know my children love me doing this and I believe it keeps the Christmas spirit in little ones..They grow so fast...right ___I am not a bad person and I won't stalk you or misuse your address in any way...I know it is hard to trust people these days...I UNDERSTAND! The choice is yours, if you are interested I will send your Santa letter as soon as I recieve your info. I will need the name of the child, address with zip code, and if we are talking about a boy or girl. You can send me the info here on tag in a message or at Cross33heart@aol.com ___Please subject, Santa Letter so I know to answer it ASAP.___ This is my gift to you this holiday!___Ho! Ho! Ho!__ Merry Christmas! Hugs
December 15, 2006
First I want to say Happy Holidays to all my friends. This time of year I find very little time for me. Yeah I make sure my girls and grandbabies is my number 1 priority. I think I need ALONE TIME...I miss the ocean and the hot sun blazing down on me...Last yr I was able to fly to Cali at a moment notice...This yr I feel smoothered. I don't have these options since my business obligations are written in PEN! I am blessed my business has survived but where is my time to enjoy life outside from my family...I beleive I can hire someone to fill my shoes at least PART TIME...This would help me in many ways. I ask myself,is it worth it? My daughter's need my help finacially, I have members in my family who depend on me..I know people need to depend on themselves but these circumstances make a difference in my opinions. Anyhow, I don't want to take away things from my grandsons by hiring help....than again I am gaining priceless time..I feel my life is rushing by me. I am trying to slow it down. A working day is rush rush rush...I am rushed in so many tasks just so I can satisfy myself with a full days work. I want more time to spend with friends and family and not so much WORK WORK WORK...My brain is always on work mode...even when I schedule my family time I am still doing small things to build my business. I am having trouble leaving work and picking up where I left off...do u the same? Maybe I feel this way b/c of the holidays...things are different this year..I am blessed with a new grandson, I have wonderful girls when their relationships are in working order...lol I have many close friends and mutual friends I keep in contact with at least once a week. My personal time is precious and I need to change things before it drives me crazy...I feel my calender is eating me up...lol Okay I was talking to a friend early this morning...I can relate..My business consumes my time! He lost his wife because his work consumed him. It seriously has me thinking...I am not losing a mate or anything but I could miss out on my grandsons and my daughter's life and the bonds that build true friendships...I am always busy doing something and my mind is NOT always where it should be! Sitting here thinking what do I really know about my youngest daughter's life...I go to her page and take her test...I only know her 60%...that hurts...I should know SIMPLE DETAILS of my daughters life 100%...I am missing things and it scares me I will lose in the end when its all to late! Now I need a hug..:0(
December 10, 2006
OMG....I have been running around like a chickens head cut off....
This week, I over booked...very wild shows I must add. Had a few clients I needed to attend to. All better now...lol
I went to the Regional meeting and put in $110.00 in raffle tickets. I won a very ugly piece that I would NEVER SHOW! ....LOL
I am trying to get my xmas shopping done. My time just goes by so fast. My obligations are over powering me. My time right now really don't belong to me. Thats how I feel now. I know things will be better after the holidays. This time of year I believe all of us get stressed one way or another.
I need a vacation!
December 1, 2006
I have to get this off my mind. I been on a search to find a true love from my past. I was 16yrs old. We lived together which I might add was some good memories which I relived once I saw his face. I keep asking myself why am I looking. I guess I want to say to him, my love never died. I will always have a place in my heart for him.
I have no intentions of disrupting his life. I hope he has had a wonderful life. His aunt's daughter whom works at the mall, said to me, he was married with children, living in WV. I always prayed for him so I hope my prayers helped him along the way. At first site I knew he was okay in life.
I believe in my heart that life had its reasons why things happen between us.
I remember him thinking I was with Jeff, an old friend of mIne. I honestly never cheated on him. I can still say today I have never cheated on any of my mates. It's just wrong.
I would not like it done to me so why would I do it to someone else.
I really don't know if he knew the truth. At that time I felt it was needed to leave the premises for reason. I always thought about him. Always wanted to be with him but I knew it could not be....He would cross my mind over the years. Now I just think if friendship is possible I would like to keep in touch. I have no other intentions but friendship.
I guess time will tell.
I feel better now.
November 30, 2006
Today has been one busy day. I had 3 candle parties which I only booked 2 shows. I helped a friend (another consultant) out today by standing in for her. My morning started off at 8:am. My phone rang constantly and my sidekick (online mobile) kept beeping. I thought I was going to go crazy...lol I had a few arrons to run in between shows and followed up with my customers. My paperwork piled up but I am all done and ready to start a new day.
I had a blast at my second party. My hostesses thought it would be funny to play a trick on her sister. She told her, she recieved a check today in her name and admits she cashed it. ( not really) Her sister got really pissed and threw her drink on my hostesses head..I thought I would die. At the end everyone laughed and my hostesses bought her sister a gift. In return, her sister ordered a few dozen votives for pouring water over her sister's head..It was crazy but very entertaining...lmao
I did make almost $1000.00 today. Go Me!
Halfway through my day, I was tired now I am wide awake...damit
Anyhow...Big hugs to all my friends & readers.
November 28, 2006
I am sitting here enjoying my quiet time. It's pretty quiet right now...usually I am in bed. Instead of sleeping I stayed up most of the night. Okay all night...lol
I was talking to a few friends and got side tracked by this gal name Qwen. After talking for a few hours, I gave her my number and thought about it afterwards, this may be a guy....after I gave my number, something tells me she is a HE...She said her roommates were home and she wanted to talk on the phone but could not REALLY TALK...I thought it was a bit strange but followed through with what I started..thats okay...I said to her on the phone to call me when her roomates leave. She hangs up quickly..Anyhow, she kept calling me mommy...I thought that was a bit strange for a women...a man maybe and I mean a big MAYBE...could be...who really knows who is on the other end...I learned my lesson. I know this girl will not call me today and if she does it is more likely to be a gal friend calling and not the person I was talking to...the things people do online AMAZES ME!
I did meet FOXY last night...OMG I seen her on cam...she is awsome...I decided to get another webcam so she can see me....ok guys do not contact me to webcam...I did my share in my past but today is a different story...sorry
On that note...Hope all my friends are having a wonderful day...mine started out really weird!
November 27, 2006
:0).....I have good news! Julian is doing great so far. I do have his case on file for the future. I do not plan to sue but I do plan to prevent this from happening to another mother and child.
I am so busyyyyyyy.....
My business has gone through the roof!! I knew it would...everything I have done in life has been over the top.. This time I'm finally able to depend on myself again. I have my independance back...yeahhhhh It feels so damn good!
I have made so far a little over ...hah hah hah I am not telling...
Let's just say, I will soon add to my collection of vehicles. My 99 sports car needs updated...I can't wait to have my Mustang convertible...First ride will be Florida...here I come. Hell with flying this time, I want to drive and feel the freedom!
Ok guys I need to rush off here. I plan to add some new features to my site after the New Year. I feel I need a whole new look to go with my whole new LIFE...I feel I have been reborn again.
Hugs
October 30, 2006
Sorry for my absents...been working hard! My surgery has been cancled...Amber was still giving birth to Julian when I was suppose to be on another floor being prep for surgery, well I refused to go under knowing what was going on with my daughter and grandson. I am a grandma once again...oh the joy in giving them back...This one will be spoiled rotten too, than I can send him home...hah hah hah Pay backs are a bitch...When Am was little, she would tell me, I am telling nanny...lol
Now it's my turn, evil grin...I really enjoy having grandson's. Now I know why I had no sons, besides my adopted sons...not legally..lol Just giving a helping hand to those who need me most!
Ok the big news. Julian Alan Scott Harris was born on October 28, 2006.
6:47am, 7lb-8oz.
What a rush....Amber had a very hard time with this one. This baby is meant to be on this earth for a reason! She could have died and the baby..omg he is our miracle baby. Most of you know Amber was in hard labor for 5 days. With my persistance, Amber was admitted into the hospital. She was having trouble breathng during her contractions and I don't mean the steps you are taught in lamase class. She seriously was not able to breathe. I know why now but than who knew...YEAH THE DOCTORS SHOULD HAVE KNOWN SOMETHING WAS GOING ON. She had broken out in a rash 3 days before and we were told this is normal. News to me; I have helped deliver 16 births now. I assume all pregnancy are different...it's possible.
Well, The ER was sending her home with a sleeping pill because her body was not in active labor. She was dialated 3 cm. Her contractions were 4 - 5 mins apart and would jump to 6 - 9 minutes and they see this as not regular or active labor. Her water had not broke. I was fighting them b/c I felt something was not right. Amber had trouble with her body going into full labor when she was pregnant with Adley. To me this was happening again. They had to induce to get her to go in full force. Her blood pressure was not under control as it was with Adley and this pregnancy has been a nightmare for her.
Right before her release, Amber stood up and her water broke...this is god telling us something....Julian's heart beat was rising over 120+ and shooting down to 60. I brought this to the nurses attention and she said nothing. I knew for a fact this baby was in distress. Amber laid in that bed and knew nothing what I was seeing. During delivery, after Julian's head appeared...ONLY HIS HEAD as he was starting to pass the shoulders. The cord broke and blood went everywhere. No crys, no nothing. All I could do was watch and cry. Julian lost alot of blood. He was so pale. He would not move. As they worked on him and rushed him out to get him stable Amber delivers the placenta.
I was already in shock what happen moments earlier. Now I am lookng at a abnormal placenta. Julian is our miracle baby. Amber's doctor showed us, where the cord grew on the placenta. It was hanging on the side of the placenta like a string. The membranes were exposed and not protected in the center of the placenta as the cord should have grown to protect the membranes. I first said this is why she could not breathe. Julian was depending on his mothers oxygen. I educate myself during my pregnancy and tuned things up to date with Adley. I remember reading about this.
I can now also explain why Amber had a rash. (breakout) Julian had a bowel movement 2-3 days earlier. Her body was poisoned. I was so mad at this point!
I was focusing on Julian since he needed us most now. Amber is sleeping soundly at the moment. I went home and followed up on some research. I won't go into details what I have found but can say, MALPRACTICE not by one, by 3 different offices.
You can seach the info above and see for yourself.
I will not push anything til I know for sure my babies will be okay.
I am in the process now of just getting things on record in case it is needed in the future. There is alot more to this story and I can't explain as of yet.
My main fight is my daughter & my grandson could have lost their life.
I should mention, Amber's doctor refused us to go to the ER and she even said we were wasting our time that she would be sent home. I blame alot of these life threatening issues on her doctor for the main reason she was not checked during her last visit which is suppose to take place during the last month of pregnancy to prevent these things from happening. Amber was in labor...and she was having complications including leaking fluid which was caused by the bowl movement. I even said the day of her visit about a sonogram. With these symptoms combined a sonogram would have shown cause and a c-section would have taken place instead of both suffering for over 5 days. This was uncalled for.
She was already in labor 3 days, breaking out in a rash all over her body itching like hell and her body was exhaused from the ongoing pain she was enduring the past 5 days. No comfort was given to her and we all know the laws on these facts.
Anyhow, I may have said to much. I really think this should be on file for reasons my grandson may have trouble down the road for living in his own feces.
This could have been prevented! ALL COULD HAVE BEEN PREVENTED.
September 28, 2006
Hello my friends and I guess I can say fans...lol
These past few weeks have been crazy!
I decided to start my own business again, this time around something more fun and challenging without hard labor. I have parties! I am invited into hostesses homes. I plan a night to remember and I tell my hostess to invite friends and family to their one night out AWAY from all their responsibilties. I set up a beautful display of candles and accessories. We have a blast!
Guess what! My brain has finally came up with some awsome ideas...okay I know me smart. I have alot of fun and make enough money right now to stand on my own 2 feet.
Since my car accident in 2005 I struggled to overcome the fact my life as I knew it would change. Working as a district Manager for a huge company to settling for disability pay really gave me many challenges over the yrs. I have overcome and now I have succeeded.
Most of you know K and I have been having trouble...I feel he will never understand the value of trust! I been married 4 damn times and 3 divorces in my past. My luck with men suck!
I will NEVER depend on a man, K is not responsible at all anyway. I have been on my own since I was 16yrs. old. I never depended on anyone but myself. K makes me feel as if I am raising another child...I should not have to tell him to pay his car insurance...thats his responsibily...I end up paying it b/c he has no clue what he did with his money a few days earlier during pay day. It's getting old and I refuse to support a grown man. I have my own to bare! anyhow he needs to grow up before I end up leaving again and this time will be for good. He got one chance and I wont give another!
Back to why I am here writting. Have you all notice I start off saying one thing than go into something else...I guess my meds are working on me.
My calender is filled with shows till late October. I am excited to see where I will be in a few months. I am not a patient person...lol
Okay I best run. Hugs and give me some luv when u find the time.
September 3, 2006
I found out I need surgery on my back...I have no choice as I did 3 yrs ago...Looks like my laptop is going to be my new best friend. I am in the middle of updating my website...there is alot to update...lol
Anyhows, I added picture's from Amy & I's Alantic City Trip..to view click here.
I will keep my self busy with my forum...stop by and see me. Have a great day!
I added more photo's to Adley's photo album...he is eating his first ice-cream for the first time. What a messy baby...lol
September 1, 2006
I had a wonderful birthday this year...I am 35 yo ... Missy, my cousin and I went out for a few drinks...I was a bit tipsey ..ran into a few friends.. added a new link in Adley's Photo Album, Video's...you must see his first steps ... He is now 16 months old. I also added recent pictures of Adley...He says Mie Mie now... Well enough for now...stay tuned...heh heh heh
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August 26, 2006
Almost ONE YEAR LATER
Well just look at the date...AGAIN! hehehe,
Now where shall I start...My forum has moved to the Paradise Alley Forums...You can find me HERE in Vickie's, PSP Island forum .......
On August 10th, My beautiful Pussers passed away...you will find her picture in my pet link.
Adley is now 15 months old. I have video of his first steps to add to his photo album and many pictures. He is getting so big...He calls me Mie Mie now and he is so precious.
I had my 10th MRI done on the 22nd of August. I am waiting for those results...I am sure I will have back surgery. I will be spending most of my time in my forum while on bed rest. As you can see my birthday is around the corner...I don't think I will be taking the cruise this year...I wont know till I have this surgery and me is all healed.
I found a great friend whom I missed very much...Hello Sherri...I was away for sometime and came back to learn that Sherri was looking for me,....I am happy to have her back in my personal life.
I want to thank Jan and all my staff at my PSP Class ... I am grateful for all of your help by keeping my students busy with my PSP lessons and the forum active.
I also want to say hello to Christian, John and Izzy ...oh and Gary
Hi Suzette...hope all is well with you as well
I must get these new photos added so I will close for now..I plan to update my website...you will see my site is under construction ...please excuse the mess
One last thing...Hello Mr. Douglas ... I love your jokes...see you at the restaurant!
hugs to all
